"Hopefully this Buck won't stopone of the best damn MilBloggers to ever knock sand from his boots." -- The Mudville Gazette



The author and his bride-to-be, February 2005

Experience is something you don't get until after you need it.

-Oliver's Law

My wife and I met one year ago today on a Friday night blind date. Blind, perhaps, but certainly not deaf, dumb or mute -- by Sunday we had already fallen in love. Exactly three months later I slipped an engagement ring on her finger; in seven more weeks she slid a wedding band onto mine.

Things move quickly for military couples. They must. Your future is unpredictable and plans are often difficult, if not impossible, to make. Procrastination is the ultimate “no-go.” The only certainties are the goals you stake out for yourselves and that you make happen according to your own timetable and priorities.

It has been said that the spouse of a soldier has the hardest job in the Army. She enters marriage hoping for stability and security and receives anxiety and unpredictability in their stead. She longs to be near her husband whose duties often necessitate he spend inordinate amounts of time on the opposite side of the planet from her. And she is left to run the household alone, taking on whatever responsibilities her other half typically handled.

Though U.S. casualty rates in Iraq have held steady in recent months, another devastating toll is being felt on the home front. The Army’s divorce rate has soared in the past three years, as longer and more frequent combat deployments have placed additional strain on those “married to the military.”

Since the martial response to 9/11, the marital attrition among active duty Army personnel has nearly doubled, even as total troop strength remained stable -- and at a time when the overall U.S. divorce rate is steadily drifting downward. Tellingly, survey responses indicate that the top fear of deployed soldiers and their family members is a loss of a significant relationship -- surpassing even death or major injury.

The following points of advice may help in successfully navigating your marriage through the minefield of deployed expectations. Many military relationships gave their lives in the collection of this sensitive information.

Point 1: Frequent Communication Now Will Save You Painful Adjudication Later

Communicating with your spouse from overseas follows the same cardinal rule as does visiting hour at the state penitentiary: always leave your significant other with a smile on her face. Don’t argue, don’t bicker, tell her everything is fine even when it isn’t; unless, that is, you want a strange truck parked in your driveway every night from sundown to sunup. Some wives of deployed soldiers are like gazelles lost in the Sahara -- there’s always a rival lion waiting to pounce.

Most assume it couldn‘t happen to them. It can, and it will if you neglect to adhere to the aforementioned cardinal rule numero uno.

Overheard recently at the camp phone center:

“Yes, Honey, I realize I got really angry with you for going out to the bars last weekend… but did you really think sleeping with the neighbor would make it better?

Email, instant messaging, webcams, long distance phone calls -- all are essential tools for keeping the lines of communication open, and leaps and bounds ahead of anything veterans of wars gone by had the benefit of. However, do not make the mistake of neglecting to write home via the old fashioned method, which brings us to:

Point 2: The Pen is Mightier than the S-word (Separation)

The romantic art of handwritten letters may indeed be a lost art, yet they are still a home run on the homestead; nothing can compete with a heartfelt missive to your wife. The act of contemplation when composing your thoughts is vital to bringing out the side of you that she fell in love with in the first place, and that the stresses of war and years of Army life may have buried or driven out of you.

The realization that your words may outlive you instill them with an air of directness and emotion that she craves but likely rarely receives. This may work so well that your eventual reunion is in some aspects a letdown. Do it anyway. You owe it to her, and she will have certainly earned it by the time you return.

Point 3: Empathize with the Obvious

In many ways the women in our lives we leave behind have it worse, all the creature comforts of home aside. They are often alone and isolated while we are surrounded night and day by coworkers whom we can and do trust with our lives. Our days are filled with activity and tend to blur together; theirs are left with a gaping hole that you used to fill, constant uncertainty their new constant companion.

Fear is rare in combat; far more prevalent is the mind-numbing boredom of the day to day grind. Meanwhile, back in the world, fear is constantly looming, threatening to dominate the day to day existence of your better half. Fear of the unknown; fear that the two of you may begin to drift apart; fear that you will return a different man.

Fear that you may not return at all.

Yet, a strong relationship has the potential to be made even stronger. A marriage that can survive a year of separation can cope with virtually anything, provided you manage the anger, frustration and mental stress that a year in a combat zone can insidiously weave into the fabric of your character. The souls of veterans are not damaged by war per se; only of those who allow the brutish nature of man to run amok within themselves for so long that they forget how to turn it off.

Conversely, an already fragile relationship will be rocked to its core and often torn asunder from the lack of daily maintenance that was previously only holding it together with duct tape and a patch kit. The air will gradually leak out of it until little remains but the shallow façade that it always was.

A long deployment will teach you as much about yourselves as it will about each other. The two of you undoubtedly paid respect to your vows on your wedding day, but now they’re here to collect -- and they don’t take credit. It’s Game Day for your character, and everything you’d like to think about yourself will be pushed to the limit.

Point 4: Leave the Martyrdom to the Enemy

Success in the Army boils down to a single core tenet: your ability to withstand suffering. Many soldiers make the mistake of assuming that nothing back home could ever compare with what they’re going through overseas. They adopt a martyr complex, and minimize the struggles of those left to keep the home fires burning. It is an unfair comparison to make and places their spouse in a no-win situation.

In your mind, nothing that troubles her could possibly compete with your trials and tribulations; ergo, they are trivial, petty and unimportant. This is a fatal mistake, one that will forever place you on uneven footing with your spouse and can sever the bonds of mutual experience that can serve to buttress your relationship from within rather than weaken it from afar. A broken bone will heal stronger than before, but only if set properly and cared for along the way. It is a force that can be harnessed for positive gain or left unbridled to wreak havoc and destroy.

Not everything in life is chosen, yet how one reacts to its challenges is.

Point 5: Compliment the One Who Complements You

Naturally, my wife is despondent when I leave her but respects the reasons why I must. She is proud of me, and I her, for being strong enough to handle the strain of our separation with such poise, dignity and aplomb. She immerses herself in her work in my absence and takes advantage of the additional freedom to pursue opportunities that she likely would not otherwise have been willing to sacrifice our time together for.

My wife is an amazing woman and I wake up every day feeling eternally blessed that she was brought into my life. We would not have met had it not been for my stint in the military, and if nothing else, that has made every second of it worthwhile.

There is an old saw in my profession that if the Army brass had wanted you to have a wife they would have issued you one.

I, for one, am grateful for the policy change.


My Darling Dearest Husband,

As our journey begins into the unknown year, I have all faith and trust that it will be a benefit. Though I may often weep and at times my heart may feel leaden, I know that through the strength of our spirits and our love we will endeavor and triumph.

I know you will make great discoveries about yourself and your abilities, as will I. Both of us are determined to succeed and we will help each other reach our personal goals through encouragement and love. I know we will grow stronger as a couple and also deepen our already beautiful friendship.

As much as I hate your absence and the knowledge that you are in danger, I am almost looking forward to this challenge. I am proud -- so proud -- to be your devoted wife, and will, as I always have, continue to hold you deep in my heart and spirit.

You are my love, forever and always. You will be in each breath I take and every thought.

All my love,
Your Leading Lady

Thank you for posting an article on relationship. I know it will be helpful to all who read, especially those in the military. Please thank the fellows who helped contribute to the research as well. One item, though. In the communication rule (#1) you advise soldiers to make everything sound hunky dory and not share difficulties they are having or facing. I've chatted with some of the other wives and we've all come to the consensus that we'd rather here what's going on than to get the "everything's fine" speech. You seem to tell me how things are going: different attacks, how your lifestyle is effected, when you're bummed out, etc. These are great! But I believe you mean in #1 that husbands should not bring up old dirt or items that would rock the relationship. Now, of course, some things must be discussed. If a wife is spending excessively it is the husband's duty to bring it up. If a wife is neglecting her children (ie: one woman would leave her child in overnight daycare almost every weekend so she could party with her girlfriends) it is the husband's duty to address the issue. But if the husband is feeling insecure about their relationship and chooses to harp on certain negative points, that is a bad call -just as it is if the wife chooses to deal with her issues the same way. Accusing and doubting are no way to build the relationship, only instrumental in tearing it down. Therefore each couple needs to focus on positive communication, not fibbing and not denying. I'd love to write an article to the wives!
You are, as always, my amazing man! Congratulations on another outstanding post, Darling!

Your Proud Wife

My boyfriend is deployed, and will be until next August, we started dating in Feb 02, He was active duty at the time, he's now a reservist. I really enjoyed your article, and intend to tell him about your site. I'm very happy to hear that you and your wife fell in love so quickly, I knew that love could happen that quickly.May God bless your marriage.

Great advice and well said. It's one of those sad statistics of war. Just a note - you might want to take advantage of the new function in blogger for a word verification. It'll eliminate your spam.

Thank you for writing this! I wanted to leave a real comment that wasn't comment-spam. :-)
I work as a civilian contractor at a U.S. military base. I am so proud of "my guys" (and gals) and the work they do. I am a first time visitor to your blog, but I will be back!

Such a great post! Such wise words - and you've only been married a year! You've warmed the Heart of this Mom (of a soldier daughter)!

Great post Sarge. Very wise words. Your Mom would be proud of you. Your wife is a lucky lady!

Great post. You've got wisdom beyond your years. My wife and I celebrate 22 years of marriage this year... 18 of those were while I was on active duty in the Navy. I deployed many times, and in the job I had I could never say where I was going or when I'd be back. Letters were important. Phone calls forbidden.

Between our success and observing other fail, I know two things though I might share...

1) After a career of service, there are no mediocre marriages. The stresses are so great that they either strengthen your marriage or destroy it. No in between. It's your choice (both of you).

2) And on the choice note... the key rule to remember is ... never, never, never have sex with someone not your spouse. Any other problem can be confronted and overcome together, as a team. But if you decide to do someone else, you are deciding to end the marriage. It's not recoverable. Never. Anyone who says anything else is full of shit.

Dear Mrs. Buck Sargent,
You don't know who I am, but suffice to say that I'm an old skeleton from your husband's college wardrobe, who still manages to hop out and get him liquored up every now and then while he's on leave.
I just want you to know that I admire you deeply for your commitment to my friend in such a difficult time. One can only imagine the bittersweet distress of being in love with someone whom others are trying to kill on a daily basis.
The Buck I knew always seemed to be more the fighting than the loving type. As a result, the romantic advice that he posted here totally blew me away. This is really good advice! That you could inspire such deep sentimentality in him is a testament to his devotion to you.
Please accept my testimony to the depth of his character and the resillience of his spirit. In all of my years, I've never met an individual so adept at balancing pragmatic survivalism with the principles of nobility. You are a truly fortunate woman to have such a courageous and honorable man. When the separation caused by this war brings you pain, keep your eyes to the future. He'll be coming home for good soon.
Your Friend by Default,

What a wonderful blog! My son is a newly wed currently deployed in Iraq. He and his lovely new bride are having some difficulties; I will pass your site onto both of them. God Bless both of you in your life together!
A Stryker Mom

My boyfriend of nearly 2 years has been away as much as he has been home and I have been searching for any advice on anything because as I girlfriend I am often left out of the communication loop. That you for investing the time to post and would love any advice for how to act when a soldier returns home as that is my biggest fear.

thank you

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